Thoughts

Nowadays, its really getting more difficult to find someone who can actually understand you and not judge you so quickly. Just a simple conversation discussing about simple stuff can actually lead to an argument so easily. What happened to listening before any nonsense accusations? I guess maybe I'm at fault too? Since it takes two hands to clap. Feels so empty and sucky to feel this way but I guess nobody really cares.

I miss those days where it's all about listening fully and having proper meaningful conversations with the people I love. Gone were those days. I don't expect people to understand the things I say but to always have accusations thrown at me is like unimaginably hurtful. Makes me feel like all the efforts I've put in all these while are all gone to waste. It's so nice to have someone who understands exactly what or how you are feeling at any point but now I know it's almost close to impossible to having it. Now, everyone is too quick to judge, comment and say nasty things. Is it just the world changing or me being the problem? 

Life is short and everyone is so caught up in it. Be it with work, school, army or any other commitments, nobody really cares genuinely anymore. At the end of the day, we are all alone. Sometimes all we need is someone to constantly reassure us that "everything will be fine", to hear us out when we are at the rock bottom. This is the kind of motivation we all need in our life, isn't it? At least this is the kind of motivation that I need in my life right now.