Confessions

I need to pen down my thoughts somewhere. I don't know who reads this but this is my space so I'm free to speak my mind. This is the only space. You can just x this space if you dont wanna read because it's a chunk of words ahead.

I have no clue i sucked so much as a friend. How lousy I was. Honestly, I didn't want it that way. Who wanted things that way? I didn't even realize anything, blame it on my insensitivy. Once again, proven that I have issues seeing who is true and all. Why is everything so different in poly? Love you girls the most Elleen Chua, Eileen Ang, Kailin and Charmaine. You girls stayed throughout and accepted all my flaws. We do fight but one thing for sure, I know we do make up. I used to take things for granted but not anymore. Trust me. Learnt it the hard way. People say be true, be real. I was true and real but not many could accept it. Lucky me for the 4 beloved girls. Last week didn't went so smooth-sailing for me, I hope more happy days lie ahead.

I hate to step out of my comfort zone but we all have to step out of there one day to meet the nasty world filled with all kinds of people. This is the part where I hate growing up. All I need now is my family, the 4 girls, few closer ones and to find the love of my life to perfect my life a little. Which will not be so perfect too, because nothing is perfect in this world afterall. Right?

Too much on my mind. Till then.